irreplaceable

I finally managed to visit my grandfather just now. Happy indeed, I missed him alot. However, I hate the fact I always go home with a heavy heart after visiting him, without fail. Just looking at him makes me want to cry cause I'm so afraid of losing him. Even right now, I'm still missing him. I wished he was still living with me, cause I do miss his presence in my house. But I'm glad he was rather well when I visited him just now, laughing and smiling most of the time. :)

There was one setback though. He didn't recognise me. I was sitting there at the coffeeshop with him when he asked, "Where's Sheila?". I told him that I am Sheila and he didn't believe, he insisted I didn't bring Sheila along and that I am my sister. He then go on about why I did not bring Sheila along to see him. I tried to convince him it was me, and he just kept quiet. Sigh, I don't blame him though. I know that as he grow older, his memory tend to fail him. At the very least, I'm happy enough he asked about me, that's all that really matters. I'm still in his heart. :) I love you, grandpa. I really do. You'll always be in my prayers  and I'll try to make it a necessity for me to visit you every week. 

American Idol is on now! I'm rooting for Adam Lambert this week! Hoho.

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I just watched it and Allison Iraheta totally nailed it! I hope she gets through(with Adam of course!) Hehehehehehe.