So anyways, I am pissed off with myself, for skipping school today. Yes, despite the many promises I've made to myself never to skip school anymore for this semester, I still did. I freaking don't have the motivation to school anymore, I don't feel the bond like I used to feel back in semester one, and yes. I lost my sense of humour - that's what Naz said. Hahaha. But I kind of have to agree with him though, I don't find anything funny anymore. Weird. I've been bringing around a sullen face with me most of the time, and I find isolating myself.. invigorating. Its like, i'm in my own world and it gives me a sense of peace, somehow. Like right now, locking myself up in my room, plugging in my earpiece listening to schmaltzy songs.. Yeah. Only con about it is that some people don't seem to think on the same line as me, and somehow triggered emotions to flare.
I'm supposed to be studying for my maths UT now, and I should really get on it, considering how badly I fared for this module. Talking about grades, I really don't know how I'll do for this semester. Grades seem to improve, but the improvements are never enough cause expectations rise every week, and its not getting any easier to reach out for the A's. I can't wait for holidays, its coming really soon!
Anyways, I baked muffins with Fiza yesterday, and its really good. It turned out crispy on the outside and really soft on the inside. Hehe, I've always loved baking and I'm thinking of doing something else soon. Pictures will be updated once I've uploaded them though. I think I can open a cake shop already. HAHAHAHA.
And I'm interested in learning about psychology. I am thinking of pursuing that field in the near future. :)
Oh yeah, my friend will be performing for
Beats&Breaks this Friday, at
Esplanade Outdoor Stage!
His slot will be between 10-1045pm, so be there!
Study time. Bleargh.
