I've been thinking about whether I have carved out the correct path for my future. I've always known that the course I am in currently is not of my interest, and the thought of switching to a private diploma of my interest is very tempting. I find it quite infuriating whenever i'm slapped with the numerous statements of "You'll never know whether you like it unless you try it". Well, fuck that statement. Fuck it.
I know, most of you would find it quite a waste to suddenly have a change of mind at this point of time, i'm almost 1/3 through getting my diploma. But then again, its my future, I should know what is best for me right?
I find it pointless for me to say all this actually, cause I know, I'll still be stuck at this course for the next two years. I know my parents wouldn't be supportive of this and I don't blame them. It has always been one of their dream to have me graduate with a diploma, and the only reason I'm staying on is because of them.
I'm only saying all this cause its been enclosed within me, and I just needed somewhere to vent it cause, haven't you heard? Bottling it up is harmful.
I'll still continue on with the course, though. Sigh.
