HELLO.

Its 415 in the morning now and I just got back. Heee. Went Marina Square just now with Abg, Kak Ra and Dian to have a couple of games of bowling. It was fun, but I totally suck at it. I so totally embarrassed myself, but what the heck, it was fun. Haha. Headed to Mustafa Centre after that. And I am so sleepy right now, but I refuse to sleep. Hahaha.

Anyways! I passed my BTT, and my first driving lesson will be on Monday. I have a feeling I'm so going to be bad at it. Nyehaha. Okay. I'll do fine, yeah. Hope so. Haha.

And one reason I can't sleep right now is probably because I have my itchy fingers to blame. GRRRR. Its too late to regret now, I just hope this feeling I'm having now will go away very soon. It shouldn't be lingering anymore now, because its been two months. Almost. And I have been getting on good enough, I don't need things like this to pull me down. Its mentally exhausting, and I have had to put up with facades whenever I'm around anybody.

I should be happy, shouldn't I be, by now? Because I know you are, living life the way you've always dreamed of living. And this feeling I'm feeling is very unhealthy, its not good for anybody.
Okay, I can do this. I just need a few more days to forget you, few more days. I must!

Okay have a good morning everybody. I want to sleep my feelings off and wake up a happy person!