i feel like blogging. and let out every single bad events that's happening to me this past few days. well obviously i can't. cause firstly, if i were to write and list all of them, my updates will be neverending. and also, i don't see the need to whine on all the mishaps when there are absolutely other better and pleasant things to think and be happy about. like, urm. my parents are back from bangkok? ahh ok. whatever. but its only 1056am. my main objective today; to eradicate all unhappiness. weehee.

ok just some random thoughts.
why is it that when you first fall in love, everything seems to fit in your life perfectly, just like how you want it to be and you feel like you've just been given a new leash of life? and then slowly, day by day, its starts crumbling down into small minuscule pieces. soon, everything seems to be so wrong that you argue over the teeniest weeniest thing? and you just don't feel the excitement of falling in love just like how it was the first time. and you feel underappreciated. every little thing you do is never right, and he finds fault with every single thing. you can't pinpoint exactly what he wants, and also mainly cause he doesn't make his stand clear. love; it's just a four-letter word to me now. it sounds so alien to me.

and i'm so glad darling izza's online. telling her my problems have at least lighten the burden on my shoulder.

greatest irony of love;
letting go when you need to hold on.
and holding on when you need to let go.

good morning.

i loved you, and i still do.
and perhaps, letting go is the best solution.
and if we're meant to be, we will be.
if not..