eh dammit la.
i'm so paranoid now.
and i don't know whats happening sey.
and i don't know why i'm feeling this way.

no, wait.
in the first place, im feeling too numb to feel a thing.
eh please la.
stop it sey.
just when is this going to be over.

and i need to let out something.
very badly, urgently.
but how to?
if i don't know what is it that's eating me up from the inside.

too many pessimestic thoughts running through my mind.
argh.
think happy thoughts.~
happy happy thoughts.~
none at all.

eh f*** laaaaa!