Saturday, July 09, 2005

At last. Here to update.

Currently. I hate my fcuking life. Everything seems to go wrong everyday. Best part is. I don't even know why. Maybe its me. I don't know. Fcuk it. I hate myself for it. Sometimes i wish i don't even exist. Its all so wrong. Nothing's right. And i blame myself for it.

I miss the old times. I hate how things are now. But i know. I can't turn back time. Maybe things will get better. Which i certainly hope is soon. Hopefully.

[We're not how we used to be girl. U might not feel it. But i do. And it hurts. A lot. U say its still the same now and that nothing have change. Since u say so, i can say nothing more.I miss u girl. I wanna be like last time. i'm feeling so useless now. I can only pray for the best.]

Don't misunderstand people. i'm no les.

Toodles.

[Life sucks. I hate it.]