hm. things are not going well. so far. be it wit family, frens, sch. all is bad. i dunno y but i jus feel lyk i'm living in another world this past few days. in a world where evertyhing i do is wrong. however small it is. ironic it may seems, but its true. but in this world, i got my momma by my side, supporting me. tats y i love her so much. in times of crisis, she'll be there for me.

my dad,hmph. he's not in the best of mood this past days. maybe his workload is getting heavier or myb there's sum problem which he's facing but wouldn't tell me. thats him. he likes to kip things to himself. maybe this is the reason y i do too. hereditary i guess. hah.he'll get mad at every little things and kips quiet. my mum is helpless. she noes how my dad is. so all she would sae is ignore him. hee.

friends? i dunno y but suddenly things changed. in my point of view that is. lyk i said, i feel lyk i'm living in a different world. i jus hope this wud end soon. i juz dunno wad wrong did i do. y does it seems lyk everybody is ignoring me?or is it my insecurities? i dunno. only god noes y.

school. it sucks. well, not all. maybe all. hah. i love crapping. i dunno exactly wad i'm tryna get across to u guys. so i ges i'll stop for now. gotta go send my cuzzin bck home and then proceed to tuition. sounds interesting. hah. totally not looking forward to it. and oh ya. o lvl ML is this mon. sheesh. not prepared. i think.

toodles.